I can’t sleep. T_T

I usually getting sleep on 12pm or 1am by night. I laying on the bed….
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1.30 am
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2.30 am
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watch on my clock. Ar…..!!!!!. I can’t sleep. Because something reflecting on my mind. Ohno part of my bad memories. Me keep thinking it back and back and back. rolling from left to right. Oh stop plz!!!!!!!!!! I woke up and walk to the kitchen and make myself a cupmee coz after eating I will felt comfortable to sleep although it make me put on weight.

I lay down on the bed again and close my eyes
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3.00 am
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3.30 am
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4.15 am
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oh, holy shit…..I can’t sleep again!!!!!!
I opened up my pc and choose a song to listen…..Just repeat that song again and again, sing it again and again. No thinking……..zzzzzzzzz.
This was the song I linstened:

A song from Kelly Clakson

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I’d end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying hard to reach out
But when I’d try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

[Chorus:]
I’ll spread my wings and I’ll learn how to fly
I’ll do what it takes til’ I touch the sky
I’ll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won’t forget all the ones that I loved
I’ll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

[Chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don’t know where they’ll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I’ll spread my wings
And I’ll learn how to fly
Though it’s not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won’t forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

Just a while only, then I heard the ringing from my alarm clock. I opened my eyes and stare on my clock……it was 7.00 am. I think I look a zombie today infront on my colleagues.

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